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Boy For Now

by SHRUSIC

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1.
Balancing each other I feel strong I know we will manage Letting everything out cause cutting it off would linger the damage You are a warrior soul licking the salt with no anaesthetic Have the katamari roll, the book is light the story magnetic
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Nothing More 02:40
Nothing more simple than nature Nothing more natural than love Nothing more lost than a human Nothing more safe than a hug Nothing more ample than honesty Nothing more honest than pain Nothing more ugly than cruelty Nothing more light than a flame Nothing more ancient than feeding Nothing more filling than time Nothing more sad than survival Nothing more sheltering than kind Nothing more fun than surprises Nothing more certain than death Nothing more deadly than impulse Nothing more steady than breath Nothing more dulcet than music Nothing more soft than a kiss Nothing more hopeful than tomorrow Nothing more lovely than this
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Drinking blood from the stump of a prison guard that I just chopped up, that used to be freedom to me Watching my cellmate cry as I sprayed hot piss in his gouged out eyes that used to be freedom to me But now it's plain to see, the prison was inside of me and I was really pissing in my own gouged out eyes And freedom is what happens when you finally take off your prisoner disguise
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Afterglow 03:11
you were simply there untidy golden hair dancing with a prayer to see I know you're older but on my shoulder your age falls away like mine no matter how long it seems, our love is on time
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The more I learn, the more I see The less the world impassions me The hungry heart, the roving eye Have come to rest, do not apply The frantic chase, the crazy ride The thrill has gone, I step aside And I'd believe in anything were it not for you Showing me by just existing only this is true I love you, I love you without question, I love you
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Is & Ever 04:05
Take care shady bitches, we’ll all be leaving soon, you’ll go home to your own hot spring lagoon, last as long as you can then chase the afternoon, all these pairs of glasses never helped me read the room Smell the croissant that your brain keeps baking, looking up to others until your neck is aching, high off your own supply no more barrel scraping, here’s to all that Is and Ever will be... there’s... Blood in the toilet bowl, cool crimson ink Got my hands dirty when we were in sink, Something deep within is at peace with the gross, Maybe cause it contradicts your comfort zone the most Beautiful breeze, oh the freak flag waving, Tired arms are losing what we claim to be saving, the Pale mind rail grind planet is braving, here’s to all that is ... and ever will be So let’s make a move honey, swallow the fire, let’s hear that scorched throat try and preach to the choir Arguing the truth doesn’t make you a liar, you will always want more than what you require We’ve lasted so long now our love is remastered so bring it in here you big sexy bodacious bastard! Now cause we’re alive and kicking, Most of us were high and tripping. Here’s to all that is... and Ever will be...
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Long before I ever sang solo I was in the greatest band I ever had Formed so naturally, I knew them happily, I wrote about good more than the bad Finally I had representation Proof that I could play with others well There was a gentle trust Then I turned our bread to dust Split up as my head begin to swell Cause I was in band called Big, Won’t have to guess what I did I broke something beautiful in three, was Hungry for the light of lime Paranoid about my prime I left them but they never left me It’s awful easy to break a band up, just Stand up to the music, acting tall Track of a tragedy, Spat on the tapestry, The angry egocentric ends up small I planned to die at twenty seven, Long before this entourage had formed, Always in a rush Why did I have to crush The womb before we had even been born Cause I was in a band called Big When there wasn’t holes to dig I was making music with my friends Back before I wanted more Or wiped myself with the floor How pain begins when pleasure ends Djembe left to go focus on her sound Let go of acoustic cause of time As for electric and bass They stuck by in their space Put up with my shit, kept me in line Drugs would warp my thinking, i was crazy Kicking off at nothing on the phone Feel like I jabbed a flute to Poke holes in my parachute Hit the island hard, sunk like a stone Cause I was in a band called Big, Till I snapped ( the twig, And set the tree alight to keep me warm Anger at our debut gig, Cleaning up after a pig, I felt robbed of glory and the story of my severance was born I tell ya this band were fucking angels Equal parts talented and kind They were my gravity Grounding the humanity I gave them my heart but lost my mind I may be better but I am sorry That the friend you knew came to be dead He’s buried in the basement Hello there I’m the replacement I will take the blame for what he said Cause I was in a band called Big, God forgive me for what I did I became an expert on despair I just hope they have their peace Tears stain my elbow grease Someone’s cutting onions I swear
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Yugen 01:09
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Many nights we prayed With no proof, anyone could hear In our hearts a hopeful song We barely understood Now, we are not afraid Although we know there's much to fear We were moving mountains Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes There can be miracles When you believe Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill Who knows what miracles you can achieve? When you believe, somehow you will You will when you believe In this time of fear When prayer so often proves in vain Hope seems like the summer bird Too swiftly flown away Yet now I'm standing here My hearts so full, I can't explain Seeking faith and speakin' words I never thought I'd say There can be miracles When you believe (When you believe) Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill Who knows what miracles you can achieve? When you believe, somehow you will You will when you believe They don't always happen when you ask And it's easy to give in to your fears But when you're blinded by your pain Can't see the way, get through the rain A small but still, resilient voice Says, help is very near oh There can be miracles When you believe Though hope is frail It's hard to kill Who knows what miracles You can achieve Somehow you will, you will when you believe
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Womb 05:00
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Autumn 02:31
Ashes of autumn they blow through the trees Magical time that’ll turn on the leaves Cut your barbarian down Coated in wax, with no sound There is a place in your harbour to swim Put down your rod and hook into your skin Oh autumn Oh autumn Druids and elders they do what they please Only the young ones are losing their keys Weather so welcome and dark Branches they dance in the park There is a time you will wish you had lived Sat by the window, such wonder to give Knock at my door and you will find me there Fruit in my basket and stories to share
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about

This album means a great deal and I thoroughly liked building it. I hope it brings you warmth and restoration. It has a lot of love poured into it.
Enjoy the experience

Later man, said a boy for now

credits

released November 1, 2022

All songs recorded/mixed/mastered by Dathan Horridge

Thanks to Jurrell Wood, Austin Filstrup, Jake Kellaway and Mac Walters for giving me feedback on this project

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SHRUSIC Derby, UK

make art
be weird
make noise
be kind
trust your gut
words are empty
behaviour is truth
know your craft
be teachable
don't preach
just

do it Yourself

do it For yourself

DO yourself
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